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The Vision in the Grove
It was on the morning of a beautiful clear day, early in the
spring of eighteen hundred and twenty. It was the first time in
my life that I had made such an attempt, for amidst all my anxieties
I had never as yet made the attempt to pray vocally. After I had
retired into the place where I had previously designed to go,
having looked around me and finding myself alone, I kneeled down
and began to offer up the desires of my heart to God. I had scarcely
done so when immediately I was seized upon by some power which
entirely overcame me, and had such astounding influence over me
as to bind my tongue so that I could not speak.
Thick darkness gathered around me, and it seemed to me for a
time as if I were doomed to sudden destruction. But exerting all
my powers to call upon God to deliver me out of the power of this
enemy which had seized upon me, and at the very moment when I
was ready to sink into despair and abandon myself to destruction,
not to an imaginary ruin, but to the power of some actual being
from the unseen world who had such a marvelous power as I had
never before felt in any being.
Just at this moment of great alarm, I saw a pillar of light exactly
over my head, above the brightness of the sun; which descended
gradually until it fell upon me. It no sooner appeared than I
found myself delivered from the enemy which held me bound. When
the light rested upon me I saw two Personages (whose brightness
and glory defy all description) standing above me in the air.
One of them spake unto me, calling me by name, and said, (pointing
to the other,) “This is My beloved Son, hear Him.”
My object in going to inquire of the Lord was to know which of
all the sects was right? that I might know which to join. No sooner
therefore did I get possession of myself, so as to be able to
speak, than I asked the Personage who stood above me in the light,
which of all the sects was right, (for at this time it had never
entered into my heart that all were wrong,) and which I should
join.
I was answered that I must join none of them, for they were all
wrong, and the Personage who addressed me said that all their
creeds were an abomination in His sight; that those professors
were all corrupt, “they draw near to me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me; they teach for doctrine the
commandments of men, having a form of godliness, but they deny
the power thereof.” He again forbade me to join with any
of them: and many other things did He say unto me which I cannot
write at this time. When I came to myself again I found myself
lying on my back, looking up into heaven.
The Persecution
Begins
Some few days after I had this vision, I happened to be in company
with one of the Methodist preachers who was very active in the
beforementioned religious excitement, and conversing with him
on the subject of religion I took occasion to give him an account
of the vision which I had had. I was greatly surprised at his
behavior, he treated my communication not only lightly, but with
great contempt, saying it was all of the devil, that there was
no such thing as visions or revelations in these days: that all
such things had ceased with the apostles, and that there never
would be any more of them.
I soon found however that my telling the story had excited a
great deal of prejudice against me among professors of religion
and was the cause of great persecution which continued to increase,
and though I was an obscure boy only between fourteen and fifteen
years of age and my circumstances in life such as to make a boy
of no consequence in the world; yet men of high standing would
take notice sufficient to excite the public mind against me, and
create a hot persecution, and this was common among all the sects:
all united to persecute me.
It has often caused me serious reflection both then and since,
how very strange it was that an obscure boy of a little over fourteen
years of age, and one, too, who was doomed to the necessity of
obtaining a scanty maintenance by his daily labor, should be thought
a character of sufficient importance to attract the attention
of the great ones of the most popular sects of the day, so as
to create in them a spirit of the hottest persecution and reviling.
But strange or not, so it was, and was often cause of great sorrow
to myself.
However, it was nevertheless a fact that I had had a vision.
I have thought since that I felt much like Paul when he made his
defense before King Agrippa and related the account of the vision
he had when he ‘‘saw a light and heard a voice,’’
but still there were but few who believed him; some said he was
dishonest, others said he was mad; and he was ridiculed, and reviled;
but all this did not destroy the reality of his vision. He had
seen a vision, he knew he had, and all the persecution under heaven
could not make it otherwise, and though they should persecute
him unto death, yet he knew and would know unto his latest breath
that he had both seen a light, and heard a voice speaking to him,
and all the world could not make him think or believe otherwise.
So it was with me; I had actually seen a light, and in the midst
of that light I saw two Personages, and they did in reality speak
unto me, or one of them did; and though I was hated and persecuted
for saying that I had seen a vision yet it was true, and while
they were persecuting me, reviling me and speaking all manner
of evil against me falsely for so saying, I was led to say in
my heart, Why persecute for telling the truth? I have actually
seen a vision, and “who am I that I can withstand God,”
or why does the world think to make me deny what I have actually
seen, for I had seen a vision; I knew it, and I knew that God
knew it, and I could not deny it, neither dare I do it; at least
I knew that by so doing I would offend God and come under condemnation.
I had now got my mind satisfied so far as the sectarian world
was concerned, that it was not my duty to join with any of them,
but continue as I was until further directed; I had found the
testimony of James to be true, that a man who lacked wisdom might
ask of God, and obtain and not be upbraided.
I continued to pursue my common avocations in life until the
twenty first of September, one thousand eight hundred and twenty
three, all the time suffering severe persecution at the hands
of all classes of men, both religious and irreligious, because
I continued to affirm that I had seen a vision.

Navigating Joseph
Smith Tells His Own Story
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Part
1: |
Beginnings |
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Part
2: |
The Vision in the
Grove |
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Part
3: |
The Angel Moroni Appears |
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Part
4: |
The Book of Mormon |
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Part
5: |
The Aaronic Priesthood
Restored |
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Part
6: |
The Book of Mormon
Witnesses |
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Part
7: |
The Organization of
the Church |
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